I don't want to go into details, but....
I am a nice person. I try my best to live life without hurting anyone. I try to help where I can with as little fuss as possible. I like to laugh. At myself a lot of the time. And I try hard not to judge people. Of course, I do judge - we all do, even if we don't mention our judgements out loud.
So, it hurts me when things like this happen. I knew someone who I thought I got on with pretty well. We had a lot in common with each other. And you know what its like when you're sort of feeling your way with someone. Now I knew that this person was a Christian and obviously very serious about their faith. I respected them for that. I mentioned one day that I no longer had a faith, but that I respected theirs and thought that they were a lovely person.
And that, my dears, was that. I really hope that I am wrong, but I think I've been dumped. I don't think I quite reached muster. I think that I am not worthy. Well, actually, I think I am worthy. I'm just sad that they think I'm not. Hope I'm wrong. Hope I'm wrong. Hope I'm wrong.
Do you have to be a card carrying, go to church/mosque/synagogue every week/day person to be considered good, kind, honest, loving,loveable,worthy? Well.....?