There are days when the world is a place where I feel lost. Today was one of those days.
Son #2 is the loveliest boy, funny and loving, but sometimes I just don't know how to deal with him. I gave him so much love today because he was upset and worried and he just was so, so mean to me.
How can a little fella make you feel so lost and useless ? I would do anything for him and yet he rejects me time after time.
I am trying so hard to be a good mummy, but right now I just want to cry. I am so lucky in my life and I know that I have no right to feel sorry for myself when other people are in dire straits. But some days the world is a hard place to live in.