This life of ours is not a straight line that flows harmoniously along. It is a rollercoaster ride that gives us thrills and spills and sometimes leaves us feeling sick as a dog! Well, for "us" substitute "me". At the moment I am up and down like a crazy hormonal woman. I don't know about you,but I am beginning to suspect that I may actually be one. A crazy hormonal woman that is.
I wrote my post last night in floods of tears and then woke up this morning thinking "Aaaaaaaaaagh! What have I done ? " Let people in to my little secret world a bit more than I had planned, that's what. And then as the day went on I began to think " Sod it. I don't care if people see me when I'm down. That is part of my life and part of everyone's life. "
I logged in to my blog fully intending to delete the said post anyway and was rather taken aback by the comments that had been put on there during the night. You made me feel that I was ok. Not too horrible a person. And you made me feel good. You could be bothered to write. Thank you.
So its still there and I'm still here. And if you are back and reading this then I am happy that you are still here.
Especially you, GB1. GB1 is my lovely friend in the real world - the first person I told about this blog. She is Gorgeous Bird and she is gorgeous.
Now, changing the subject, I have to tell you about a blog I found yesterday. Scroll down to some of his long posts and read read read. You may need to put aside some time for this. You need to visit it because it is genius. And I don't mean that in a blase way. I mean genius. The writer is mesmerising, moving - a man who draws you in by his prose and keeps you there for the story. He is funny and yet tragic, self-deprecating and still a survivor, surreal and yet touching on harsh reality. I hope you visit Alchemy Anyone and I hope that you are moved. Don't go for candy floss and popcorn - this rollercoaster will have you clutching your heart and take your breath away.