I suppose there are just times when things don't go well. Right now I think my Man and me need to have some fun together. I love him so much, but you know, we spend so much of our time being Mum and Dad, workers, that we don't get to have fun. We do so much for the boys - we really want them to have every opportunity, but sometimes I feel as though they just suck the life blood from us. Usually its either one or the other of us who feel low, but this week its both of us. The boys are good boys, but they are kids, with no realisation of our needs. Who would expect them to ? To them we are strong and unbeatable. Mum and Dad.
So, what can I do? Wait for the storm to pass. I know it will. And maybe if the damn weather turned sunny it would make things better ? Right now its rain rain rain. I just want, for a night to be with my Man and laugh and dance and not have to worry about the boys. I want to escape to a time where I didn't feel like a drudge. Unfortunately when you're a parent that's a tall order. Still, chin up. Tomorrow's another day.