Sunday, 2 December 2007
Posted by Sarah Pellew
Do you know I am so scared that I will end up like my Mum. I am scared of alienating my children as she has done, of making them feel worthless. I want to hold them and love them and be the best mum, but I am selfish and impatient. I am scared that my impatience is the same as my mum's. I can only remind myself that I do hold my children and tell them that I love them. I do try to be a good person. At least I am aware of the dangers I might fall into. But being aware doesn't stop me from being afraid.