Its one of those times. I have felt all day that I was losing confidence... not good at my job... in a job that is menial... crap wife... overweight... not particularly good at anything. Then I had a " discussion" with my Man over his dad. So then I was in tears and feeling like %*&@.
I have had really mean e-mails from my brother this week, Christmas with my mum was awful, my fingers are sore and bleeding from biting my hangnails. I am distancing myself from most of my friends. All in all I have had enough. I am lonely and fed up have no money. I look at other blogs and envy other lives. I wonder why I have no real purpose and no confidence in myself. I just want to cry and cry. Today is a shit day.